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About Me Member Deviously Deviant treedweller101Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 6 Months
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Above all, believe in me.

Sun Nov 29, 2009, 7:44 AM
I didn't get any sleep last night.
I guess there's nothing wrong with that, but I have this darkness growning in my heart. I feel so sad all the time. I feel like I have no more reason to be in this world because he's gone.
I texted Erick last night and I asked him, "Would you like to start over as friends?"
He told me no.
He didn't want to be my friend anymore because I'm still friends with Barrett, and I asked him, "Are you seriously going to throw away everything over my friendship with someone else?"
And he simply said, "Yes. Yes I am."
I chose Barrett over him, and I don't regret it.


What I do regret is how much time, tears, and love I put into that relationship.
So Erick if you ever read this, good riddance. I would've done anything to make you happy. But you obviously don't love me like I love you.
So I am moving on, and I'm throwing everything away as soon as I know in my heart that i'm ready to move on.

Goodbye.

  • Listening to: Queen- Good ol' fashioned lover boy.

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I could tell you details, meaningless things and important things. So read on if you wish. I don’t really care if you judge me, it’s up to you. I know that we’re all humans. If you can’t accept me for my mistakes, I’m sorry. I’m an emotional person. I cry very easily, over simple things. I try not too, but for some reason, I just can’t yet. I like being different, even though I’m not. But I do like pushing boundaries, and seeing things at a different angles. I want to tell you, tell the entire world about this boy I’m in love with. He inspires me, makes my heart race. That’s the only simple thing about him. He is the most amazing person I can still attempt to describe and still not get the words to match my feelings. He’s beautiful, inside and out. I feel like I can see his heart beating when it’s just me and him. We don’t always get along, but I love him. That’s never been easy to say. But I hope to give him the universe. Because the world just wouldn’t be enough.

I adore music. Listening to it, watching it be created, how it makes me tear up. Every aspect of such a beautiful thing like music is. I wish I could describe why simple things make me feel so infinite. Like stars outshining the moon, or rainy days. But those just aren’t meant to be put into words yet either. I love poetry; I try to write a poem everyday. I’m not horrible, but I’m not great. Not like what I could be. & Photography, That makes me feel like I could mean something to the world. Like for once I’ll help instead of doing harm. I enjoy sketching, I’m not good at all. I’m the worst dancer you’ll ever meet, I swear. I’m just too clumsy; I’m off balance 24/7. But that’s just how Kassy is, a rather awkward sophomore.

I’m Kassandra, big headphones make me smile. Hello, let me get to know you. I’d love too. I’d feel honored, really. Literature, Music, Photography, Art, I want to see it all. Broaden my horizons, I’ll be the one to pick you up when you fall to pieces. But I’d do that even if I couldn’t see anymore.

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  • Current Residence: The Long and Winding Road.
  • Shell of choice: I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together

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